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Gross

by TOPR

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I woke up, yawned and stretched - next to me my little girls tossing and turning searching for her mothers breast to feed I smile then, swipe her out of the bed change her diaper get her dressed and fed we in the living room bumping Special Ed next its Illmatic - "Represent Represent"
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They Watch your boy Lord Top posted up on the block mayne Razor on a glass coffee table - lets chop game Were not the same, I stash cash in the box frame And you’re a J cat who never ran when the cops came these net-bangers really be about computer beef That concepts hella new to me - like a losing streak All up in the comments talking bout you gonna shoot at me? Bitch if I saw on the street you wouldn’t shoot the breeze Ease up kiddo, yall peanut brittle Get stuck in ya teeth, all your buddies can get beat up with you Hot rounds out the chrome chamber? Need us continue? I’m right outside your door hanging like a Pizza Hut menu Columbine sequel, geeks tucking the pistol I read the writing on the wall like we in a punk venue Ricochet from a slug can leave pieces stuck in you but one punch’ll make ya feel like a diesel truck hit you I feel them watching from a distance its surreal Living in this strange world of voyuers and exhibitionists The lonely, desperate, insecure and ignorant trolling on an infinite fishing trip for significance none of thy citizens shall cry innocence, we give them permission to amplify our differences through algorithmic echo chambers, turned up in the mix where cynical businesses lift our digital fingerprints They watch me, because I’ve always been a wild card They watch me from ghost accounts hating on my style dog They watch me, and I feel like a rock star But I don't Rock the Vote - I throw bottles at cop cars They watch me, and its got me feeling paranoid They watch me, with phones out always ready to press record They watch me, with a camera on every corner store Constantly collecting ammunition for the culture war What this ain’t a war? "Alexa set my timer for 1984" What you think they want your information for anyway? we're just food in the belly of the surveillance state everyday they innovate ways to infiltrate a tap for every cellphone, GPS Track and trace Facial recognition software able to integrate Information provided by a national database The worlds a stage set by the Devil's henchman and everybody wants to be the center of attention blatant displays of artificial introspection Are transparent facsimiles of honest intentions Never called into question by white knights And platforms that ignored the rise of the far right they filmed themselves committing federal crimes for likes Fucked around and got themselves federal time for life We protest against actual killers They take flicks at the capitol with fascist militias Meanwhile our kids dream of getting plastic surgery To look like the person they see in a snap chat filter I stand for my beliefs and I do not bend And its all eyes on me - word to Tupac when you see Hip hop thru the lens of these Tic Toc trends I must be the musical equivalent of Hitchcock then They watch me, because I’ve always been a wild card They watch me from ghost accounts hating on my style dog They watch me, and I feel like a rock star But I don't Rock the Vote - I throw bottles at cop cars They watch me, and its got me feeling paranoid They watch me, with phones out always ready to press record They watch me, with a camera on every corner store Constantly collecting ammunition for the culture war
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Its your boy Lord Top from the bay player living down South where the good ol boys call me a race traitor Hit the parking lot throw a haymaker Keep a knot in my sock and a strait razor Trying to make paper like a day trader Nay-sayers come up a dollar short and a day later You know the way that it goes My mouthpiece is disgusting – I negotiate gross David Koresh cult leader pimp game in the flesh I'm angle dust in the lungs of the Angel of Death Brain wet, can’t stand under the weight of the stress That would cave in your chest like a can of Safeway Select Bay area Ex Pat, in an SF hat I’ve been fly for so long my past tense is jet lag Rap trends and set backs are temporary Lycanthrope life coach - my whole pack is legendary Born loser but I’m still a winner, making money your lady hates to love me cause I’m a guilty pleasure Desperate times call for desperate measures When it comes to my paper read all about it relly - I’m extra extra Butter leather seats, big body grill and a grip of Rustoleum fingerprints on the steering wheel Whats really real? Why you all up in your feely feels? I was sealing deals when you were still riding Heely wheels Negotiate with no chill at the table tho Static out the gate like an HBO cable show Stringer from the Wire meets Tyrian from Game of Thrones Out to get the paper like Tony in his favorite robe I’m an intelligent thug with no shame Cocaine is a helluva drug 88.1 gigawatts for a tech geek my hands a time machine - smack a trick into next week Its your boy Lord Top from the bay player living down South where the good ol boys call me a race traitor Hit the parking lot throw a haymaker Keep a knot in my sock and a strait razor Trying to make paper like a day trader Nay-sayers come up a dollar short and a day later You know the way that it goes My mouthpiece is disgusting – I negotiate gross Whose the wittiest schooling these city kids Out here trying to find some beauty within the hideous Where we live the vibe is insidious we flip money and stay on point like the eye of the pyramid Times are serious so try and be curious Because life is mysterious and we learn by experience In the face of hostility, approach with cautious humility and be open to possibilities learn from history or be doomed to repeat The patterns where consumer is consumed by the beast The truth we speak to power is in tune with the streets larger than the disconnect between youth and police wolves in sheep clothing scheme and plot, opposing freedom while these demons watch people caught in self-defeatist thought I speak to god working deals on a pizza box trying to find some type of balance like an equinox Its your boy Lord Top from the bay player living down South where the good ol boys call me a race traitor Hit the parking lot throw a haymaker Keep a knot in my sock and a strait razor Trying to make paper like a day trader Nay-sayers come up a dollar short and a day later You know the way that it goes My mouthpiece is disgusting – I negotiate gross
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Game colder than the wind that blows through Debose tunnels RBL meets "It Ain't Hard to Tell", Cold World Hustlers meet Joe Strummer Punk Rock Rap like the Cold Crush Sniff blow and smoke dust in the home of the gold rush I’m focused – on the roof top painting my throw up Razor wire grazed the edge of my palm – I barely noticed Ogre blood slowly run down my fingertips mixing with the Whiskey in my soda cup, idiot savant posted up In the Frisco cuts where homeless drunks are bold as fuck Sometimes I want to burn this city down But it always had my back so we work it out like a shoulder rub and suckers follow every word but play the background like some overdubs show me love – the turf is my club med been deep into dirt and crawled out – yeah I’m undead An SF legend from the Point to the Sunset And yall about a real as an internet gun threat Yall rap bout bloodshed - I mastered the subjects Of love, death, drugs, sex, failure and success Study the subtext, subtleties unsaid I've experienced some things these fake thugs haven’t done yet nuff said, Still down to ride like a roughneck Rounds I buy got a crown on the side like Jughead Your boy Top is raw uncut in the flesh Best believe you a cop in the future like Judge Dredd The yards chill, workers on they downtime Light aqua fill with the burgundy outline Not to be outshined, obese and my feet hurt Still smack a hype beast right out his Supreme shirt Team work means putting your team first in jelously and greed is where your weaknesses lurk my intellect defines a higher thought with each verse Sit and reflect on these lines that I drop like Dreamworks Yo I’m animated, liver stays contaminated known to come off the top like a cancer patient Watching the hands on the clock feeling antiquated music that bangs on the block but it ain’t gang related I was a dumb ass teen, climbing razor wire fences, getting blood on my jeans Hanging off freeway overpasses trying to stunt on the scene now I’m an old man hanging onto those young mans dreams color scheme reflects off the condensation on the refer cars Jump the knuckle, climb the high line into the evening fog hard to believe in God deep inside of the demon's maw so I said a a little prayer while I was leaving the yard it goes... Please dear Lord forgive me for my sins Protect me and my friends from the evils of men Because every day we wrestle with the demons within and I'm afraid I might not ever see them again
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The cult leader is back, bear witness to thy ministry The picture of divinity without biblical imagery A mastermind, Dr Frankenstein, electricity Dances up your spine and brings life to the party instantly I raise spirits like a toast to victory Write a verse that disses you then disses me, symmetry Look in my eyes, find the deepest reaches of infinity Left hand comes out of nowhere to wake you up like an epiphany Demons in my history, ghosts in my past That visit me sound broken when their mouths open and laugh Peter Vacmen with a proton pack that I activate Every time the astral plane trys to remind me of my past mistakes this is a smack in the face From an era where classic breaks came from actual crates But youth culture keeps evolving at a staggering pace So who are we to try to define the genres natural state That’s why I hate all that back in the day shit our time is gone but we're still holding on like an abboration So is it a figment of my imagination If my lips keep moving after my decapitation? rather fade away slowly like old graffiti Rappers know I’m in the spirit world now so they can’t see me It ain’t easy to admit, almost impossible to fathom A lost soul balling out of control like Phantasm Am I a ghost? Because my continence is haunted San Fran psychotic, thought process demonic nobody feels me but I still push product getting bent with the skeletons in my closet I’m a ghost My spirite exists lost in the ether And echoes on like reverb thru the monitor speakers slap the grim reaper and laugh like the Crypt Keeper I’m not even a beast - I’m a mythological creature Off a fifth of tequila – taking shots to the head, like Rick waking up from the hospital bed in the Walking Dead And the zombie apocalypse is intensifying I'm out of this world when I raise hell like Event Horizon Jack in the Shining, come on and Gurp with me bartender serving drinks encouraging a murder spree My whole life I felt like some type of circus freak Eternally stalking the earth looking for he perfect beat I haunt the rap game like a wraith So I came back with Max Kane to bring that bass to your face Listen - I call your girl Fearless Vampire Killer Cause when it comes to Bad Brains she really raises the stakes So precise, the vapor trace that remains is cold as ice rappers call me Casper - yeah my flow is nice, microphone device poltergeist, out here trying to function Captain of a ship of fools, mythical flying Dutchmen Lost at sea, its psychologically intense got me feeling Like Dr. Malcolm Crowe from the 6th Sense Your favorite rapper's ghost writer's ghost writer Off the top of the head I'm so fire like Ghost Rider Am I a ghost? Because my continence is haunted San Fran psychotic, thought process demonic nobody feels me but I still push product getting bent with the skeletons in my closet I’m a ghost
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released July 1, 2022

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TOPR Asheville, North Carolina

TOPR - aka Top Ramen or Topr Holiday - is a rapper and graffiti artist from San Francisco, CA who has been a larger than life character in the bay area underground music scene since the early 90s. Known for his legendary freestyle ability and party animal persona, TOPR writes songs that are equal parts humorous braggadocio and heartfelt musings about the fragile absurdity of the human condition. ... more

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